Found this on a board about anxiety, I wish my mind could get to this place. I am finally to the point where I feel I need some help, guidance or a direction to go. This crap has been going on for a few years now. The constant worry and feeling like I am not good or do enough. Feel like I am frowned upon by others. Waking up after sleeping for ( Read more... )

Since my body decides it wants to wake up at 4am a nice post should do some good ( Read more... )

My friend Nate/Angus mom passed away last Wed and yesterday was the viewing/memorial service. It was such a bittersweet day. Although it was through unfortunate conditions, it as amazing to see so many faces in one day. Some of them I have not seen since high school. One person I seen was Shawns Uncle Wally, ever since he became pissed over a ( Read more... )

I feel like I have way to big of gaps of time when I update. I noticed that I usually write(on FB) soon before I go to work or before bed, so I completely disregard just a simple copy/paste/add small personal additions. Since the last time I wrote ( Read more... )

What a great way to start off the New Year by doing the 3 Dune climb Challenge-Porter,IN(gotta start working those miles off..lol).


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Backdated 12/31/2015

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Whoaaaaaa...I knew it's been some time since I have wrote but damn I didn't know it's been that long(since July). Since thenI have returned to work..had a really rough transition going back. Started to get back in the swing of things then in late September BAMMMMM my lead decides to put in her two week. So for over a month now I have been leading. ( Read more... )

I must say yesterday was one enjoyable 4th of July/Eric's Bday!! It is so nice to wake w/no hangovers or mess to clean up. Also no injuries, fights or drama...nothing but good vibes and times. Got to see a face I have not seen since high school. Was able to help cook/share kabobs, watch a million paper lanterns pass by(which are one my favs) and ( Read more... )

Officially two weeks into vacation and I feel like so much as been accomplished already!!! :) The living quarters have been went through, cleaned and donations on their way to new destinations. Also started organizing things for new projects and even fit in some workouts!! Speaking of workouts, it looks like I might become an instructor for silks ( Read more... )

Today marks the official first day of SUMMER VACATION!!! :) Yesterday evening after work, Eric and His cousin David took me to my first trapeze class at TSNY in Chicago! I absolutely love it!!

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