i'm leaving oly for three weeks. i thought i was prepared to do this. i thought going "home" was going to be amazing. i thought it would give me the distance i need. i thought it would help me with not being crazy. BUT i am freaking out. i haven't seen people in a year. ONE year. i don't know if i can go back to LA. i love in Olympia, my ( Read more... )

Wow i guess i kind of dropped out of school this past quarter. God it feels good.
I'm glad i just have my internship next quarter.

Washington in a state of emergency?? its not like my backyard looks like a lake and my garage is flooded or anything like that.
State of emergency, pish posh! people just need to suck it up.

Not to brag but i make the most bomb ass fliers ever. Suck on that people with macs and still suck at design i do all my shit in word and paint on a pc!!!!

Woot i return to LA after a year in less than 2 weeks. but do i take the kitten or leave him here? tough decisions...

i just broke my own heart by walking away from the man i want to be with. i left him. i don't know how he feels, i hope relieved because it was a bad idea for both of us to stay. it sucks because he doesn't want a relationship and i can't have one with him with out freaking out about my life becoming trapped in olympia and as a mom.(he has a kid ( Read more... )

i want to write again. my only problem with short stories now are i have to be happy to not become depressed while i write them but when i am happy i tend to want to live and be happy not feel the pain and emotions in which must to write ( Read more... )

for the past ten days i have been a street medic for people at the port of olympia. if you have not heard what is happening google or youtube port of olympia 2007 or pmr 2007 ( Read more... )

i went on a super awkward date where i had to tell they person that i am also seeing someone else, who he knows. lets just say were not about to be dating anytime soon.

i'm not sure what i am doing. i don't even know if i am really having fun. it will figure itself out ( Read more... )

my dog is such my bitch. he does whatever i want him to do. Plus he will follow me everywhere even if i don't tell him he needs too.
the only sad part it his other "owner" loves him too and i can't just take him home with me. oh well joint custody is such a common thing now.