when will it all end? i am longing for the end. there seems to be no point anymore, in life. maybe i am just overcome with all the feelings i carry for my peers. the burden of emotional weight i have gathered over the last months has become heavy on my soul. i find that the further the journey of life takes me the weaker the humans i meet become. ( Read more... )

"If there is someone on your friends list with whom you would love to have an epic, sweaty, damn near legendary, 12-hour fuckathon, post this same exact sentence in your journal."

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is it possible for people to not be able to ever heal from trauma's in their past? this is a question that i am faced with of recent, or so it seems. i have walked many a hard path that i keep to myself. i have made peace with these paths. these things were not of my doing or choice, nor are they for others i know. why should i or others punish ( Read more... )

the perverse reality of life's nothingness is weighing on my soul today.....sickness is an enemy. there is a visible haze in my mind, musty, dark and grey. i feel cold and chilled like a nice bottle of white wine, just without the happiness. i am missing from me. i feel the bleakness taking a foothold ( Read more... )

Welcome and go away ( Read more... )