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What is with the people of the world? Why is it that they turn to drugs to make themselves happy? I feel so sorry for them, (for him). Instead of being mad, im just going to pray that he can find the stregnth to realize that he is worth so much more. There are so many more things that you can do to make yourself happy. I've been through the bad ( Read more... )

Okay so I got my manicure and my pedicure, and cleared my mind. I just got done bleaching my hair for bookday tomorrow. (gotta convince the teachers that im a natural blonde) It's tricky every year. They always stop me at the gates telling me that i need to go get low-lights before i can get into school, but i always argue the point that i am a ( ( Read more... )

Well, so I left Calloway Gardens on Sunday and went str8 to Destin with my boyfriend. We had SOO much fun, and I wish I could have stayed longer but I had to come home and get ready for school. He is still there, and will be there until Sunday. God I miss him so much. It's hard being with someone non-stop for 7 days and then just being away from ( Read more... )

I know he loves me. What happened yesterday was a huge mis-understanding. I love him to death. Never ever would I give up on this relationship. I know for sure that I want to be with him for the rest of my life. Nobody has made me as happy as he has. He changed me for the better. What happened yesterday was misunderstood. He was just trying to help ( Read more... )

So I sorta lied when I said Matt and I were doing good. Actually, he kinda dumped me yesterday. Then he wanted to get back together 20 minutes later. Well, giving the fact that I love him to death, I took him back and accepted his apology. I haven't felt this uncomfortable about our relationship ever before. What if he dumps me again? I dont know ( Read more... )

Well, I've been working for the M.S. Society for a week now and i really like my job! I have my own office space and everything. Matt and I are okay. I've been really busy lately. I wish I could update this thing more, but I just dont have the time. Besides, nobody ever looks at it anyway.

ugh, i've been throwing up my guts for about an hour now, but thank god, Matt is on his way to take care of me. He's bringing me some gatorade and he's gunna hold me. We took my trainer Shannon's dogs while she is on vacation, so now we have our 4 dogs and her 3 dogs in our house. 7 dogs makes for a pretty funny night.

-Victoria

So Matt took the day off of work. So I call him at like 10:00 cuz I haven't heard from him all day, and he is at a fireworks show. I wasn't invited. Isn't that something that you are supposed to go to with someone you love. Guess not. I've gotta admit, my feelings are really hurt. I guess i just don't understand. He could have easily invited me. He ( Read more... )

Woke up this morning not feeling so great. Just a cold though. Im still sitting around in my pj's watching trashy soap-operas with my mom. We have lunch plans for 12 though. Matt is back at work and i miss him. He held me ALL DAY yesterday. It doesnt feel right sitting on this couch without him.
I love him