i'm so frustrated right now. with everything.

that and i basically fucked up a friendship that i no longer have. i guess i just have to cut my losses and move on.

life i guess.

i need a break.

This week has been pretty okay considering i've been a major hermit lately. Tuesday, my sister, Matt, Lisa, and I went to see nine inch nails. It was a really good show except for the fact i had a horrible migraine the whole time. The light show just made it worse and eventually i had to leave the pavillion. The parking lot gets so backed up at ( Read more... )

remembering never was fucking amazing, as always.

the end.

we drove like 2.5 hours but it was worth it.
thx lisa <3

nick get hit pretty hard in the forehead but he's a survivor haha.

bury your dead was really good too. i hated the first band, we didn't stay for devildriver because it was way too fucking hot, we were too tired and stuff.

this week had its ups and downs, but the ups defintely made up for it. lisa and i went to see boys night out tuesday. my god, they were great. i love that band so much. i really hate when bands leave the stage and then come back and play an encore. they were honest and were like: "we have two songs left, thats it, nothing else." they also played a ( Read more... )

things aren't as bad as they could be, but right now i could about shoot my fucking brains out. i'm quitting my job i've decided, i'm so sick of miscommunication and people not telling me i'm doing anything wrong when i am. if i'm fucking up, tell me, don't send in a middle man. i acknowledge when i'm doing something wrong. ugh. i lost my phone ( Read more... )

the weeeeekend was nice. i had a fun time at sonar as always ( Read more... )

sonar was a blast last nite.
luke is the man. thats all i have to say.
we did too many shots haha.
chocolate cakes shots are wayyy too good though.
say anything at fletchers tonight.

oh and i might be moving to bel air soon.
and getting a job up there. but i guess i'd be further away.
sucks but it seems like a good fit for me.
more later.

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things have been pretty fantastic lately. i'm happy for the first time in awhile. nick moved in yesterday, i'm glad i have my best friend back again. its like we never lost any time. things are so chill now. i love living with people who are so down to earth, especially lisa i love her to death, and thanks to her i met a pretty amazing person in ( Read more... )

i'm already being singled out at work. its really fucking irritating. some asshole at work saw the gauges in my ears and upper managment caught wind of it. now they are trying to strip me of everything. i already have to take out all of my other piercings and cover up my hair. shit i'm not even allowed to wear shorts and i'm outside all day. i do ( Read more... )