So here I sit... shaking and grinding my teeth. A sense of deja vu has settled in... I feel like I've been here before. And I don't quite know what to do about it. Sophie and I are in a total wreckage. Things aren't working out. We fight all the time, and she wants to seperate. What does that mean exactly? I feel like it's her putting distance ( Read more... )

Sometimes beginnings aren't so simple, sometimes goodbye's the only way ( Read more... )

Dear Diary,
It's been a long and weird week. I am really tired. So... remind me to write in here tomorrow.
Goodnight.

It's been a long while... Once upon a time I wrote in this every single day... Sometimes multiple times a day... It was good for me, even if everything I've ever written is trite and repetitive. It felt good to pour my heart out on 'paper.' And writing in it after five months of not doing so... It's kind of like seeing that friend of your best ( Read more... )

This crash is too much. But I needed last night. My Mom and Dad are getting divorced... And yesterday morning I had to get a phone call from my Mom... She was bawling ( Read more... )

Life has piled crap on top of me for the last few months... And it's been up and down, and I've survived it all thus far... But... I think I've reached my breaking point ( Read more... )

Ups. Downs. Ins. Outs ( Read more... )

I'm in a really bad place ( Read more... )

Quit acting so friendly...
Don't nod, don't laugh all nicely...
Don't think you'll upend me.
Don't sigh, don't sip your iced tea...
And don't say, "It's been awhile!"
And don't flash that stupid smile.

Don't ask me...
Don't ask me...
Don't ask me...
Don't ask me how I've been.

Don't think I've forgotten...
You never liked that necklace...
So ( Read more... )

This is the third time ever since Bernie and I became friends that I've had to leave him, saying goodbye and knowing that even if I wanted to, I wouldn't be able to see him the next day ( Read more... )