filled with bitterness and dissapointment. the one thing i've been longing for has kind of been thrown back in my face. i just need to stop caring.

I dread the akward silence, it makes my heart beat faster ( Read more... )

ohh...budgets, you are no fun and you make me crabby. im going to take my car in now, hope it doesn't cost too much!

do you believe in 'the one'? i never used to but...

i need a new job asap, i can not take my paycheck being screwed up one more time. and thanks to this weeks fuck-up i'm now broke until my next check, awesome!

ive felt like ass all day ( Read more... )

yesterday was such an awesome day. outside drunk and with good friends.

today not so much, i miss you and it sucks.

and at this point i can't help but feel completely hopeless. i would like to not leave my house ever again but i always say that, i'm sure i'll be out drunk again in two days. i can't say no to anything. i'm so disgusted.

today was nice. work. brother's t-ball game. coney. bike ride with my mother. anything going on this weekend?

this week keeps getting better and better, sunday after being trampled by an 80 lbs beast of a dog i was left with a sprained ankle and a gash on my foot from the dogs chain thing. tuesday night i come home and my dad tells me its infected, wednesday i go to the doctor where she tells me i have a skin infection and i have to get a tetnis shot. i ( Read more... )