I don't know what makes me keep coming back to this journal. I read through ALL my old entries this week and DAMN it's so funny how much I've grown up. The problems I used to have, my God, so mundane and insignificant. Of course, they didn't feel insignificant at the time. I've come to the conclusion that repression is my main defense mechanism ( Read more... )

i'm horrible at updating this damn thing. sorrryyyy ( Read more... )

HOLA! i guess i should update you on my life, livejournal. much has happened in the past couple of months. let's see .. well .. a whole bunch of bullshit went down with the car i bought but it's almost resolved. let's just say i got taken advantage of and the whole car was basically broken. BLEH. annoying. i started grad school in january ( Read more... )

so this year has had it's ups & downs (mostly downs), but i am happy to say that i am ending it on a good note. i graduate college in 2 days, i bought a new car, and i paid off all my credit card debt. i got rid of a scummy exboyfriend. i'm going on vacation to the dominican in a few weeks anddddd i start grad school in a little over a month. ( Read more... )

i'm having the worst luck ever right now, livejournal. and i don't know how to fix it.

well hello! i really need to start writing in this thing more lol. i just looked and saw that the last time i wrote anything was the last day of spring semester .. and now tomorrow is the first day of fall semester haha ( Read more... )

i never write in this thing anymore. and it seems like the only time i do is when i'm horribly depressed. so i guess i shall give you all a happy post ( Read more... )

fuck. that's the only word that can truly describe how i've been feeling these past few days. i'm miserable, sad .. empty. i feel so alone. i'm sick of hiding the fact that i'm lonely. i'm sick of feeling embarrassed because i WANT a boyfriend. i'm sick of spending every holiday alone. i'm sick of being the odd one out when all my friends ( Read more... )

i need to get this off my chest ( Read more... )

wow, i've been neglecting you. sorrryyyyyy ( Read more... )