the giants won the superbowl and i am the happiest girl everrr.

i'm seriously done trying.

so it seems as though i haven't updated this thing in ages. probably because i haven't. my computer has been broken for the past month. it fried it's hard drive and it lost all my pictures, music, and schoolwork. pretty fucking gay. but the upside to this madness is the brandy new macbook that i am typing on right now! i bought it and i'm in love ( Read more... )

i can't believe i'm still dealing with this ( Read more... )

the people who i thought were my true friends, turned out not to be at all.

sooooooooooo just a few things ( Read more... )

something happened today/last night that really scared the shit out of me ( Read more... )

sometimes i wonder how i could have fucked up so badly that i could make my life this way. i know that most of the reason i am so unhappy is because i did this to myself. i was bored with my life after my freshman year in college and i made a lot of stupid decisions that i shouldn't have. i was looking for something more, and in turn i only ended ( Read more... )

i realized something today. i have no one. it's really a terrible thing to realize, actually. it's so disheartening ( Read more... )

i don't want to be alone anymore :(