damn females......one second everyone hates me, the next everyone is being super nice to me....i'm hella confused about what i want now.....maybe i have the jitters?? Maybe i just want to wait and see how things play out with everyone.....argh....it's all too confusing....there's madoka, madoka, machiko, and seiko swirling in my head and everyone ( Read more... )

warm clothes.....my mashimaro slippers.....that's what i'm sporting as i throw up all the pepto bismo i just drank to sooth my stomach ( Read more... )

i am soooooo friggin addicted to ivisit.com ( Read more... )

anouk is such a freak.......friggin' FS people started another "FS nude" thread......instead of a tasteful nude shot, she posts this...


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i'm making curry rice......well, actually defrosting some i made last week. Yummmm. Some how my mind slipped into when I was in Japan and alot of the cool chinese people in the dorms made me some really kickass chinese food. Real chinese food, i'm not talking that neon orange fast food crap we see here all the time. Ahhh, those were the days ( Read more... )

argh....what to write, what to write ( Read more... )

back again ( Read more... )

I just got an e-mail from Madoka's mom in Japan.........apparently Madoka has told her that we will move in together whenever she returns to the U.S..........her mom went on and on about how in Japan, when "lovers" live together that it means they want to get married. She straight up asked me, "Do you want to marry madoka?" [in japanese of course] ( Read more... )

My uncle had a heart attack tonite......

Luckily the paramedics were there before he went into arrest...he'll live.....but SHIT, if his neighbor hadn't called 911, he would be dead for sure!!!

I want to express how I feel my heart is dead.....but my useless ranting can wait.....now is a time to reflect and be happy my uncle is alove...

anothe long weekend......tuesday morning is already in my sights......but alot of monday appointments, errands and other shizzaz is in my way......why does this feel so wrong?