Blue like the ocean. Blue like the waves. Blue like the guy's eyes in the convenient store. Blue like the name of my first love. Blue like the name of my first adventure. Blue like the sky. Blue like the blood in my veins. Blue like my first born's name. Blue like the story. Blue like the party. But blue like me?
Nahhhh B.

I opened my eyes but my bedroom wasn't there anymore. My mattress and I had gone elsewhere. It was dark here and we were floating somewhere far away. I looked up and Verity was there. "Mrrrow." She was a cat? I looked down and my eyes blurred the hardwood floors all around me ( Read more... )

Hold on tight as the ketamine flips the world on it's side ( Read more... )

 I didn't want you like that ( Read more... )

I've found that the hipsters and I can coexist after all. Kudos, vee ( Read more... )

So there's this boy.
It's nothing really.
I just didn't think I could have crushes.
I thought I'd be broken forever. 
But my smile. And his soft hair.
Oh gosh.
Life.

 Memories of the first time they said I was depressed.
I laughed.

Trace the time frame back a little further to the first time I tried ecstacy and oh, how I loved her. It started quickly and everyone saw the self destruction. Ketamine every chance it was put in front of me. I have begged for more. I have promised to stop. I have relapsed. I have ( Read more... )

We watched the sky, black to blue as the dog walkers came wandering out into our hiding place.
We bit our lips, smoked until they were all gone and then we got more.

Morning on the field. 

Ecstacy. Drum circle.

You weren't there.

Lesbians. Church street.

You left early.

Wide awake. Morning light.

God my eyes are dry.

Sun is out. Noon again.

Sketchy. Sketchy. Sketchy

 The light from the lava lamp left distorted shadows on the sheets and on her skin as well. Sophia couldn`t help but wonder where her heart had gone. Tears slipped from her eyes and she felt a tickle in her nose as the crying began. It wasn`t worth it. 
``You`ve got it all, Sophia...`` someone whispered against her neck and she let out another tear ( Read more... )