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Replace this fear inside.
I know that it has been three days since I have blogged here, but everyone needs a break from updating, do they not? Mine just happened to be three days ago. Oh well. I have a lot more to talk about though so that is indeed a plus. I have been to Media Studies, I have completed an R.E. exam today and have also caught a cold... in the summer. How ( Read more... ) -
It's already over now.
I will admit it, I am not perfection in anyway. Though one thing that strikes me is how blunt I am about it. I will tell someone my flaws, or would put myself down a lot. My friends know that too well now, and I think they have gone into the habit of telling me the opposite. Considering that I am pretty honest with my feelings, etc, I would love it ( Read more... ) -
More human than a human.
I thought that I should at least blog today to tell you how things went for my German oral exam today. I was a nervous wreck this morning, more than I thought I would be, actually. I just did not want to go into that examination room with the microphone and question booklet and try and remember various German sentences. I cannot say that I got hard ( Read more... ) -
Oh, heaven's a lie.
Do you know what? I am fucking stressed right now. I have my German oral exam tomorrow and I know damn well that I am going to fail it. I cannot even remember my presentation properly, how stupid is that? So tonight, I shall be preparing for my exam and tomorrow morning, I am going to be a bag of nerves. I am right now actually. I feel so utterly ( Read more... ) -
I can't keep going on this way.
"I'd rather be hated for who I am, than loved for who I am not." - Kurt Cobain.
I want to consider that quote true. I would rather be hated for who I am than loved for being someone else. And then you can ask yourself the question, "Why is she acting like this all of a sudden?" I got a heavy dose of reality kicked into my veins yesterday. I learnt ( Read more... ) -
We're leaving here tonight.
Sometimes I just want to curl up and die, and other times I feel like I am having the best time being alive. My mood swings change so much, and it is actually starting to annoying me! I guess you could say that my mood swings are changing like the weather these days. But the thing which is making me worry is how close my GCSE exams actually are. ( Read more... ) -
Am I anything other than a line in your book?
This evening, I was sitting downstairs with my mum, eating our Chinese takeaway which we had ordered over twenty minutes ago. And then my brother, Jamie, decided to make an appearance and grabbed his food from the kitchen and walked over the table. In that annoying, irrating voice of his, he decided to bark orders at me. "Move then you fucking ( Read more... ) -
So here I am with my thoughts of you.
I can never find a good way to start off a LiveJournal entry, you know. I either stumble over my words, or just sound completely stupid and wish that there is a hole in the ground to swallow me up. But of course... there is never a hole in the ground that can swallow me up and save me from the embarrassment that I cause myself everyday. Anyway... I ( Read more... ) -
And so it all begins again.
So, it sure has been a weird day for me today! I guess it started off pretty badly... way early in the morning. And by early, I mean 6:25am. I had just finished up in the bathroom, and was bounding my way down the stairs like I usually do, ready to eat my breakfast... And then, I slipped. I fell down four stairs (which were the end steps leading ( Read more... )