ryan's in ahissy fit just because i havent said a word to him all day.idk wtfim supposed to do...i just didnt anything to say today...o well....i gotta drive if i wanna go to the movies with ang steve and them...im nervous..idk where im going...i just hope i dont fuck up.idk if those ppl are gonnahire me...they might hire ryan and not me...shit. i ( Read more... )

i cant fall alsepp.last night i stayed up as best as i could just so ryan could get some decent sleep...i have been sick with a cold and he couldnt sleep because of it.im tired as hell right now but i cant fall back alseep...im already awake.still tho during the night i kept thinking of all kinds of shit just to keep me awake...thing is i would ( Read more... )

Der Kommandant
Achtung! You are 7% brainwashworthy, 86% antitolerant, and 76% blindly patriotic

Opportunistic, patriotic to a fault, and not so fond of people who aren't just like you, you are like a Nazi General. Back in Germany in the 1940's, you would have been at the top of the asshole list. Not for Nazism, necessarily, but for your own ( Read more... )

i have decided to bring this out since for many years, i have have kept this imformation to myself as i watched and studied the human species since the dawn of my little life. i also have to come to the conclusion,that humans are vile stupid ignorant and are alien to this planet. i have also done a psycoanalysis on myself and well i belive to be ( Read more... )

there is alot of conflict going on...and i feel like im in the middle merely for the fact im the only one that knows and i do my best to keep the peace anyway...damn the peace keeping...fuck.all i ever hear is bitching here and there not to mention a broken cd which i dont even know what to say or even defend against the accusations because im not ( Read more... )

i dont feel to well,at least for the most part i feel like puking,but thats about it.i have other thngs in mind,i want to grow my hairlonger...though faster then its usual growth, i want it really long. i like the length it used to be...damn my mother for cutting it off.....ryan and i went fishing yesterday and caught lik 13 fishes...plus i saw a ( Read more... )

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i finally got the web on the comp and we have been living in our apt for quite sometimes now.i have realized things about ryan though...he is adorable..not to scary really...like a kitty cat.we went to holloween horror nights which made my life complete..god i worship universal..they rock.so we live in fl..not in where we used to though much ( Read more... )

You Are Creepy
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well today is our offical last day in MA,ryan and i are moving down to fl and we have almost everything packed ryan is a bit sad about it but i think its going to be great despite sometimes he gets thoughts that i might leave him in FL but i told him i wouldnt because i love him. i move once again and add this to my long list of moving places... ( Read more... )