It's December 8, the day that i have had black in my calender since august. Gabe left this morning around 7. and i don't know what to say. right now i am completely numb, yes, i am crying...as i have been for a few hours, as well as last nite. but it's like i don't have any other feelings...i'm sad, yes, but at the same time the tears are just
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