My father died from cancer when I was 7. It's hard seeing them go, if if you ask me, it's even harder watching them get weaker and weaker from the chemo, knowing the innevitable will come no matter what.
It must be a lot harder for it to happen at 20 than at 7 though, I wish I could help you out more, but you always exuded a strong exterior. You'll make it out of this fine.
If I could suggest anything, and I know it sounds terrible, smoke a little pot. Forget and hang out with friends, because if you're unhappy all the time then those panic attacks won't stop.
Everything happens for a reason and I believe its the truth... I think, be happy you have the time to say goodbye and show your Dad what he means to you than him being taken before your eyes.. Now you'll have a wonderful experience of growing real close to your family than ever before. I love you girl..and I will pray for the best for you and your family. Dont let the stress and pain overcome who you REALLY are... I want your number
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It must be a lot harder for it to happen at 20 than at 7 though, I wish I could help you out more, but you always exuded a strong exterior. You'll make it out of this fine.
If I could suggest anything, and I know it sounds terrible, smoke a little pot. Forget and hang out with friends, because if you're unhappy all the time then those panic attacks won't stop.
Stay strong sweet-heart.
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