So it's been a good year since I've gotten on this. Man how I miss these days. Since then I've tried killing myself numerous times......yet I find myself alive. Strange huh? Maybe it's the work of my dad and god. Anywho. I hope everyone is doing well. Infact I can say that I'm actually doing quite well. I am able to deal with my dad, but get bitter ( Read more... )

Ahh we shared some good times you and I....But it didn't last long. Myspace became my new thing.....Maybe I'll come back to you....Maybe

Oh man I feel like sickness is running all over me. Sucks. No good news. Uhh...what a tough life. man....man....you wouldn't understand.

To anyone who would like to join we will be having the spreading of his ashes at the South Texas Speedway on the 29th at 6:30 pm. I would like to get the stands backed for this so if you have no plans please plan on going to this. It would mean so much to my mother to see them full. Tell as many people as you can.

Ok so since not many people read this I will be posting some pretty intense stuff ( Read more... )

Hey guys! I don't know who still uses this but you should definitly leave me a commit I would love to hear from you. Just an update I thought you would like to know, I am an accountant for a general contractor and I am now living at home, no longer with Matthew Miller, and I bought a new car so I no longer drive that Subaru. It's now a Sunfire that ( Read more... )

I think I want to start just hanging out instead of going out a partying. It's really starting to get out of hand. I mean I am starting to do things that would not be me. Like driving drunk...yeah done that twice. And I know I shouldn't, I know that it's so dumb and that if I were to get into an accident or get pulled over my life would be ruined. ( Read more... )

Oh lunch was good. I went to Logan's. Man that place rocks! There's always hot waiters there. Or at least for me. Man now I have the sneezes. They won't go away. What is the deal? Anywho. Myspace is starting to get boring so I think I will be getting on here more often. Well ya'll have a good day!

Man I hate guys. Why can't they wear a sign saying ass, nice, broke, or whatever they are? It should be a law. I guys that lie to me! I will find out so you might as well just tell me rather then lie. I hate that so much! Why do I like the dumbest guys? GRRRRR!!

Man I'm so confused about things right now. I just want to know what you really feel about me. I wish you would assure me sometimes.......I just wish things were different.