-the state of your room
-the state of your head
-therapy
-the irrational conclusions you come up with
-your weight
-the anger
-the depression
-school applications
-job responsibilities

you have bills now.
-stafford loan
-dr. ayagaari

oh, and at&t at some point
SHIIIIITTTT

what's the point of writing in these things if no one reads them?

i've compromised myself though. i have to kill it with fire.

i want to do:
-re-immerse myself in art
-learn javascript and css (or more about it anyway)
-read more books

i've been done since january though, and it's county. i don't really care that much, to be quite honest.

what is on my current agenda:
replace fuckface without the melodrama
feel better about myself
get my nails done
do the damn graduation shit

i never did get pro nails for my birthday, you know.

1. clean my room
2. get a manicure/pedicure
3. use my gift card
4. take a walk in the park

word up!

HI I AM AT WORK AND I'M WAITING FOR THE DAY TO END.

10 MINUTES!

stuff i need:
an outfit for my birthday
sunsilk de-frizz
a haircut
my nails and toes did
black flats
cute shoes

booyah achieved.

how do i feel right now?
-unsatisfied
-confused
-ennui
-maybe a little self-destructive

what is my goal for today?
-to order a cake from shoprite
-to not be so useless
-to not eat anything that will make me fatter

what do i really want to do today?
-kiss someone
-hug someone
-draw
-paint

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i love school this semester. i really do. and i really like my professors too.

this is my beautiful schedule:

tuesdays- dance appreciation and ceramics I
wednesdays- three dimensional design
thursdays- dance appreciation and drawing II

i have a four day weekend every week! huzzah.

there are also nice people in all my classes.

i've been so