Wanted to make a quick post and let everyone know that I'm still around and as okay as I can be during this time of year, it being my first one without Jennifer in a long, long time.

Hope everyone had a good Christmas.  I will try to post more later one.

-Robert 

I'm now banning all the 6ths of each month that are divisible by 3 ( Read more... )

Today was a very stressful day.  It wasn't any one thing, but a piling on of stuff and emotions.  I'm so used to Jen being there to help me get through the rough patches.

Now she is gone and I feel so tiny and alone.

Since it was about two or three weeks ago that I said I would make some icons of my own, I guess it's about time I actually make one.  Stress the "one".  A few people on my flist will recognize where the image comes from; I'm not sure why I wanted to use an image of my current favorite psychopath (is that the right medical term?), but if nothing ( Read more... )

 Last Thursday was the ninth week since Jen died.  I've been fairly busy so the last week was not as bad as most of them have been, but I'm not sure if it was because I've gotten better/stronger or just because I was busy.  Some of it was basic non-fun stuff that had to be dealt with and some of it was meeting new people like
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Maybe I'll start this as a monthly thing: Ask an odd question every month ( Read more... )

Leave it to my messed up mind to think of things like this:

Over the next few weeks I think I'm going to "retire" some of Jen's userpics (I'll keeps backups ripped to DVD).  I've not used too many of the ones she created because it hurts to much.  There are a few I will keep using, these ones hurt but also make me a little happy when I see them.  ( Read more... )

It's pelican day outside my windows...

Three or four pelicans have shown up at the lagoon near my apartment and have decided to do some fishing. Although, as I write this they seem to be resting and not doing much...oh, spoke to soon, some just took off to dive bomb some fish.

-Robert

I just wanted to post a quick thank you to all of those who have been supportive of me over the past several weeks. Right now I'm not really in a good place to reply to those of you who post and thank you directly, as well as those that are "watching" over my posts, so this will have to do as a "thank you ( Read more... )

In an effort to get my mind somewhat distracted I modified Jen's default image based on something I had said in one of my comments today.  If you look carefully you will notice that there is a face staring out from behind the beads.

I was responding back to the "comfort and support" posts azureavian and sobelle had given me earlier and it struck me ( Read more... )