sorry i haven't written anything in a long time, i've become a myspace whore :)

Today has been the best day! A couple of days ago i finally got up the nerve to send Jonathan an e-mail, and today he responded. i loved it and i can't believe that i might actually get another chance at being his friend again! Here's the e-mail he sent me ( Read more... )

so summer is going well i guess. i'm at ashley's and it's ok. nick is still wanting to go out with me even though i dumped him over two weeks ago. anyways i know that i have said this about mark, but i really mean it this time i love Jonathan with all of my heart and more! i really wish that i could work up the courage to tell him everything that i ( Read more... )

so i know that yesterdays entry wasn't a very good one but that's how life is. so today brett and ryan's father came to the school to see what people said about them and it was really sad. on a higher note, since today was my last day at nu i decided to say good bye to my oldest and dearest friend Jonathan, but you know me i get nervous so there ( Read more... )

today was a very sad day for me. last night i had received a phone call from my best friend saying that two of my friends had passed away yesterday in a car crash. their names are Ryan and Brett Newman. their were two of the best guys you will ever meet and there won't be another two like them. my friend Kasey wrote a poem for them and i want to ( Read more... )

so today was great and tomorrow will be too, and probably thursday. so this weekend i went to ashley's house and we went to the rodeo and i met some of her friends, in particularly this guy named nick. we all hung out until the show was over. then the next day we went back and nicks friend brady was there and i told him that i thought that nick was ( Read more... )

so today was good and annoying. everything was going great until one of roberts(robert is some freshmen in my science class) friends asked if we were going out, and the only real reason that that bothers me is because lately he has been really clingy and it's really weird. so anyways after that was science and he wouldn't stop poking me and ( Read more... )

so this week i only went to school for three days! it was fun. oh rae: i'm so sorry but i can't help it, i can't stop worrying about Dustin. i miss the old Dustin, the fun-loving, cute and hilarious Dustin, the one who knew exactly want he wanted to do in life and wasn't going to let stupid habits get in the way. and i know that technically i ( Read more... )

so today it was so nice i loved it, except the fact that i get sun- burnt really easily and now i am a little bit.oh rae thanks for the birthday wishes. we got two new songs today in choir and i love one of them. so anyways today we had testing so all of our classes were 90 min. long and in my last class(science) we were outside the whole time and ( Read more... )

tomorrows by BIRTHDAY yeah! i'm going to see silent hill at 4:50 and i cant wait. woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooot