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Be yourself
For the most part I am who I am… some days are better than others. But in the end those close to me shouldn’t be surprised of my actions. I find "Being Myself" is another link to this everlasting happy frame of mind I’ve been searching for ( Read more... ) -
I feel honored.
I'd like to believe that you liked my little piece of my work so much that you shared it.
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My snatch sweats.
had the most peculiar conversation with myself on the way to a bike ride. As usual I was running late and while speeding south on Central, my mind started to wonder. It went something like this ( Read more... ) -
Could constipation be considered Erotica?
I have a GREAT idea for porn film. Very eccentric, boarding on perverted and to some people it could be strait up comical ( Read more... ) -
It's raining outside
I’m sitting here with a really good buzz and nothing better to do than type. When I’m in this state, I wish I had someone I could talk to… just having someone alert enough so I could articulate about everything and anything.
There is a part of me that suspects this deprivation of mental stimulus is what fucks with me the most. I’ve been going ( Read more... ) -
Yes! No. Yes?
I was recently given a copy of the first chapter to a book call “Power of Positive NO”. It was very inspirational and I think it helped with getting out of this funk I’ve been in. It astonishes me how my brain knows how to feeds on knowledge to straighten itself out. I have always wanted to be smart. Now that I look back on it, once I learned ( Read more... ) -
Blah
Not much going on. Things are a bit saner...
But I come to the conclusion I’m not happy. Work is boring as ever. I’ve decided to teach myself SSIS and bill my time to the client. I know that sounds ethically wrong but my boss is finding ridiculous hours so I can have a 90% chargeability. I admit I’ve been only logging 89% to spite him. I ( Read more... ) -
I've created a community
I’ve done so to relieve some stress and find some friends. I was reminded how valuable a community of friends is. Especially, since I don’t have family that is accessible. I also know this will help get rid of the monkey on my back. Pills can only go so far.
Let’s see if this works…
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The lunatic is in my head
When I heard about Richard Writes death on the way to work the other day, the first thing that popped into my head was Brain Damaged. Soon after, my favorite line kept playing over and over in my head.
I guess I've been signing the song in my head long enough I'm beginning to wonder if the lack of sleep is sending me over the edge. I'm passing ( Read more... ) -
It's been such a long time...
I had stop writing because I didn't have a place to hide my writing. I took off all my blogs on Facebook because I now use it for work and relatives and I didn't want any of them to know the real me. I've clean up my blogs on mySpace because my husband got an account ( Read more... )