Goal for Christmas break: Rediscover my personality, I think I misplaced it somewhere among all this Pharmacy bullshit.

It's been too long since I've felt any extremes.

I think I'm bipolar. Yesterday, I was in love with life. Kayaked on a river with my mom. Sun, water, trees, completely content. Today, I found out I was supposed to accept my loans for school 21 days after they're offered..which was May 7th. I don't know if I can still get them, aka I don't know how I will afford to pay for school. I am kind of ( Read more... )

I'm going to England next summer for the whole summer. I love life !!!

All I want this summer is a decent job, a gym membership, my family, friends, and my bike.

My plan: Work, work out, hang out, sleep, repeat.

I'm having sort of a rough time right now. I'm the type that needs to analyze everything and needs a reason, I can't leave anything unresolved or it drives me crazy. But there is no explanation for this, and it will never be okay, no matter how much I try to make it be. I'm trying to be a strong person, but I think this is the weakest and most ( Read more... )

I'm pretty damn content with life right now. It was gorgeous outside the last few days and it reminded me that spring is coming eventually, I won't be trapped in this desolate season forever ( Read more... )

I sometimes wonder why a person can effect you when you thought you were entirely over it.

When even though they've fucked up a lot, and you really felt like you no longer gave two shits about it, they can do a 360 and make you feel weird ways you haven't in quite some time.

Why it makes no sense to you or anyone else, but it feels really right ( Read more... )

I can't see my future anymore. And it scares me, because I don't know how to be happy in the moment with nothing to look forward to.

It's official.

Me and Beth are dropping out of school and moving to France and buying a chateau and renovating it so we can eat long delicious meals all the time and have really long vacations.

I'm tired of here.