Spent most of the day with nik today, twas fun. Her family is nice, (well her mom and sisters). Dressmakers seem to HATE chubby girls with big breasts... because we couldn't find any that were really suitable. But as always nik is awesome

Jen and peter 1 month break? hmm... interesting

so yea the belmont fair sucked... because it was sooo overpriced ($5 for lemonade?!) and of course for other reasons. The only good part is that brian was there... so tonight i didnt have a total breakdown

ive been soo tired lately, i completely passed out tonight. Maybe im anemic (sp?)

bad memories tonight...

Im irritated that i only have a short time for the dwyer proj
I'm happy Brian really enjoyed my text message this morning, and im proud of how much he wants to work out.
...I'm kind of mad about a certain person still being in the limo
However, I am proud emily had willpower and broke up with HIM!

Busy next few weeks

im sobbing because im just so darn tired! and yesterday was kinda sucky. I got an 80 on my mock road test... everyone else in my car got a 95. I felt like an idiot. THEN my plans were messed up because brian's mom got sick, i shouldnt be a hypocrite for complaining and yet... oh well. At least i still got to see him because i ushered for millie. It ( Read more... )

goucher was really fun except for that stupid facebook person. We played taboo in the Gopher Hole (underground cafe) Where they serve AMAZING cappuccinos. The Weather sucked a lot though. I'm glad I got to see Amber and Takoya and Mark again, they're always SO cool haha ( Read more... )

im bak from gouchaaa as mike likes to call it

twas fun except for MAYA from facebook...

ill update more

tomorrow off to dna learning center! ciao :)

im heading out to MD after drivers ed tomorrow. Today was pretty decent. I saw Brian and we basically slept for the entire night. We're such lazy bums. I still havent packed... oh well. Im scared the goucher people wont like me very much for whatever reason. Im nervous ill be the fat one and ill look disgusting. Or ill be shy and try too hard. ( Read more... )

listening to a really great song, its called bottom of the bottle by jon auer. I downloaded the song just for by nickelback which always makes me cry. im SUCH the jealous gf. i asked brian if he wanted to watch WWE raw together or at least for this one match. and at first he said ok, but then he said he's gonna call peter's sister for that match ( Read more... )

im really sad, and im glad tar is home. but i feel like crap. im groggy and really really sad. about so many things. im starting to think about tim again. and i dont want brian to be sad, and then i panic and i wonder if he's really in love with me. i thought i saw tim today and it makes me so sad. i dont think anyone could really understand how ( Read more... )

im kinda sad ( Read more... )