i know i haven't updated in a while, i've been using xanga now...

...understanding in a crash...

i sometimes wish i could just pull the trigger... i need to stop this madness. i make myself feel like this. i let emotions get to me. why? im so fucking emotional!

i wrote a song today, took me like 2 periods... i call it "All Night ( Read more... )

well today was a track meet day. before that, i just don't understand... whatever i don't give a f***. so yea i did good, surprisingly. i thought i was going to do quite bad. what i ran was the 800! i hate that race with all my heart. i ran it in 2.09.3 minute, seconds, mili-seconds. i believe that was awesome for me. especially because i beat the ( Read more... )

have no remorse ( Read more... )

luke the last entry right there below wasnt meant towards you.

it's funny when people don't remember what they say ( Read more... )

aaaaahhhh. im sor bored, am i going crazy? i cant stop talking about last night. it was just nuts. what i wrote in my lj last night was from people that were there. just incase if no one really got it. what was funny was that i knew things were fine last night. i was fine not drunk or anything at all really. neither was luke, i am surprised by that ( Read more... )

well last night... da bomb. ed... never will i ever see you again like that again. at least i hope not to. weezer is a warm dog. yea, i drank like 2 shots but the rest, all soda. mmmmmm, sprite ( Read more... )

this just brings up memories. this whole night talking to him about things. last night i had a dream of a girl i never knew, met, or even seen in my life. for some reason, i knew everything was ok. why? i dont know who this person is. this is actually the second time she's been in my dreams. why does this happen? is it a sign? i dont want to leave ( Read more... )