so things are very differnt for me these days. lets see where to start as of my last entry i was married which i no longer am (well it will be final final on OCT 22) but yeah the bastard walked out me and our daughter which was born not the 20th but on march 8th. her name is Mackenzie laree and she is my life. i love her wiht all my soul.

well a lot has changed since my last entry. i am married now to joseph speaks and we are expecting our first and hopefully only baby in march actually on the 20th. we are doing great. and i find it funny that i am here today this is the space where most of my feelings were placed in highschool but those are just memories some fond others not so ( Read more... )

well i got another job today so i now have two. i am so excited and i cant wait! well that was the newest news ( Read more... )

well so far his break is fricken awesome! i have done nothign but relax adn chill. joey has been super sweet as well. we went shopping and stuff it was a blast. then he cooked dinner for me and we watched some more movies, i dont see him much at all during the day well atleast not until 8:00 sometimes 7:30 he works 12 hour days everyday. i am going ( Read more... )

well joey and i went shopping like 5 times yesterday for groceries and all that ! we had to go so many times cuz he kept forgetting stuff! well then we made cookies and that jazz! it was fun then we watched some movies and we had dinner and then we just chilled! it was really nice

ok so in 3 days maybe 4 i will be in heaven! far far (well not that far but it will feel like it) away! i will be gone for a whole week and i cannot wait! it wil be so relaxing and so nice. ahhhhhh i cant wait. so if you try to get ahold of me during spring break i wont be home so dont try and call youll have more luck with email ( Read more... )

so school is still sucking it up big time!! i have a test tomorrow that i had no idea abou twhich sucks ass!! then lets see on top of that i have been feeling like shit!! i have been super tired and i am throughly exhausted. but on the bright side i did get to see joey again this weekend for like a few hours! he is back in ludington now!! suck! ( Read more... )

yeah i am totally a gemini!! woot woot rock on GEMINI's!! so seksi people "WHATS YOUR SIGN ( Read more... )

is love really permanent or is it really just temporary?

i had a great night last night it was so relaxing and fun. i met some new people they are really nice and very friendly. the one little boy that i met is autistic (???) he is so cute bu this older brother is pretty mean to him not liek really beat you up mean but just play jokes on him mean. but all in all i had a great night!i got my ass kicke ( Read more... )