Ouchies.
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Breakups make my heart hurt.

I need to get out of here. I'm moving to Santa Cruz, but that's not enough. I need to get out. I feel so suffocated. I don't know what to do. Everything's falling apart. My first huge gig, and I got cut out of the program. I was going to solo in front of the Oakland park band. The principal trumpet is the principal trumpet with the SF Opera ( Read more... )

"dude, what are you doing?! don't let your psychic butterfly fall asleep on you, that's like suicide, man!"

It's 10:35 at night on Sunday. I'm home alone (Nicole being in Maryland for an audition until Thursday), the rats are running very loudly on their wheel, the dog won't SHUT UP for a single moment -- he's protesting being put to bed by screaming his barks as loudly as possible with the sole purpose of annoying the neighbors, I think. Or maybe just ( Read more... )

Did you know that when you Google "Happy Birthday, Ariel" (sans quotes), the first image you get is very frightening? I hope this isn't a preview of how I'm going to look in forty years!


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Because the douche-bag employee in Production decided to stop showing up, I'm being moved back over there. Farewell, my cozy cube. Farewell, ergonomic chair. Hello, former Marine Sergeant supervisor who hates me for who I am, and who doesn't do any work, other than making other people wrong ( Read more... )

Holy crap.
The woman in the cubicle next to me is muttering to herself about her stapler.
Whoa.
I feel as though I've been transported in to a movie...

So.. According to MyHeritage.com, I not only look like Ingrid Bergman and Demi Moore, but Jack Ruby, Octavio Paz, Mick Jagger, and Benito Juarez as well.
Is this website trying to tell me something? Am I really transgendered?

Hmm... what do you all think? Would I make a good guy?

Thank you to everyone who extended their condolences this past weekend -- you're all too kind.
This whole "girlfriend in Europe" thing sucks.
BUT...
I just keep truckin' along, you know?

Jesus fucking christ ( Read more... )