Well today I got a new job with the town of Esquimalt (basically Victoria), I won the 50/50 draw at work, and I made my current boss look like an ass. I feel like such a weight has been lifted from me. I have been carrying around so much frustration and stress with me for far to long. It's good to be free of it. Also I am so glad I got an education ( Read more... )

Fuck I really hate working for Canadian Linen.

Well I have been approved for a bank loan so that awesome that I don't have credit cards anymore. Fuck I can not wait to be free of this debt that I have gotten myself. Also I guess when you have two separate dreams about changing jobs in one night it's getting time to move on. Although this last week at work was pretty awesome. But all the people ( Read more... )

There are times when I wish I didn't have IBS and this is one of them. Fuck this sucks!!!

So I am up again unable to sleep. I keep thinking about moving back home. I stay up late and imagine all of the different ways I could achieve this. I am pretty paranoid my car will break down on the drive back. It was 5 days of driving last time. I just don't feel like there is a while lot for me career wise out here. Fuck I really don't like my ( Read more... )

I watched The Last Air Bender just now..... I didn't realize how much of a children's movie it is. Cool effects but they really hit you over the head with the plot for the whole film. I was pretty surprised at how few people were there for an opening weekend though. It's probably going to bomb like crazy.

My car was broken into at some point this weekend. I can't describe how much that pisses me off. Since I have been living in this building my car has been broken into twice and my clothes were stolen from the laundry room....... WTF!!!

I smoked one of the best cigars of my life last night. I also had eggs for breakfast this morning and I don't think they were all that good. I haven't shit this much in such a long time.

It's amazing how much of a reach around my job has become to me. I really need to find something else that challenges me and that I feel respected in. It's amazing how easily some people can be duped into believing another persons bullshit just because they puff out their chest and speak in a convincing voice.

So every once in a while I can't sleep at night so I lay in bed thinking. Tonight is one of those nights and I was thinking about some decisions I have made in the past and how I have reacted in certain situations and my motivations for doing so. I have come to realize in a way part of the person that I truly am. My selfishness and fear has ( Read more... )