so, me and cortney are going to prom. i asked her when she came into taco bell... well, actually, she was like... hey, ho i heard you werent going to prom. and i was like yeah, i dont really want to, she was like, yeah you do... so i awas like, wanna go with me then? and she was like, eyah i'd love to... then i had to tell her about why i wasnt ( Read more... )

My dress makes my hips look big anyway...


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i hate having all my entries being all about how sucky my life is.. but wow... it's just rediculous. each day, a new thing wrong.. god must love me. so my lip is uber infected..cool, huh? and my boss said i had to take it out or i'd be fired, which it was covered up anyway.... certain things are still weird with me when i hang out with certain ( Read more... )

i got my lip peirced... me and elan worked on our dance, it was pretty cool.... and me and rachy have a thing... we're cool.

wow... of all the things.. of all the people. i really thought they were my best friends. well, today i pretty much heard "fuck that" they auditioned for the end of the year party... my last show im going to spend crying backstage. i really thought they had more decency than that.good god, even nicole thought it was fucked up. i just cant believe ( Read more... )

ok so.. wow, this week gets better... i was going to go get my lip peirced. good thing i didnt, with my luck, it would have gotten infected and half my face would turn green. but i was on my way, when fucking darek boss backed into me and so yeah... i cant use my passenger side door... my car still runs though. so im going to hope that insurance is ( Read more... )

Today wasn't so bad i guess... i worked for 8 hours, and harry was being fucking gay. but it's ok, becuase randy's hot. made it all much better. and i found out that ashlee bailey is awesome. we're going to hang out next weekend ( Read more... )

ok cool... don't you love life? i know i do.. god damn, i swear if it werent for bad luck i'd have none at all. i just wish that one thing would go right.. you know, one thing did.. the lip sync contest, that went great... that was right after i worked my ass of to do something,and it all just gets thrown away. i lvoe that too. i love it when you ( Read more... )

confrontation... what a bitch. i talked to josh today, i guess steven took my post as a "hey im leaving the group" kinda thing. when it was meant to be a "hey, do you still want me in the group" kinda thing. i know steven doesnt' like me, and i think it's really sad. because we used to have so much fun, and we were good friends... i dont know what ( Read more... )

There is a difference in doing what makes you happy, and keeping a promise to a friend. if doing what makes you happy, ... you know what, i was going to go into this, but i've lost my energy to care. honestly selfishness never made any sence to me. it never did. i know i can be selfish, but ... hmm.. it's hard to explain. if you've been selfish all ( Read more... )