I'm stepping out of my comfort zone. i'm going to go become the person i want to be. i'm scared as hell to admit it, im scared as hell to be this vulnerable. i'm scared. all the time. and you know waht? that's normal. everyone fears their future. who cares that i have a few extra problems... my life isnt going how i want it, who cares. it is not ( Read more... )

my little entry about the protesters... it was about gay rights. the first group was the gay people, the second group was against gay rights. i personally am all for the rights of homosexuals, whatever, but i think that anyone that wants to protest something, then anyone against that should be able to peacefully protest as well. it just pisses me ( Read more... )

hmmm...i got my grad announcments and such... im going to send them out tommorow or the next day. i get my dog on friday, and im nervous, becuase i have to work friday, and im not going to be able to pick her up, and i dont really have anywhere to keep her, i have to figure all that out tommorow... im too tired right now.

my birthday...umm.. it was good. i finally relized that all my friends are destined to leave me... most sooner rather than later ( Read more... )

well, lets see. i keep getting these things sent to me... like those foward dealies... one of them was making me angry. its about this group that did this protest... they had signs, did their little thing at the school. they got VERY upset when another group, that was anti what the first group was protesting, protested against them. they were all ( Read more... )

Living with my eyes closed, going day to day ( Read more... )

hmm.. hmm hmm hmmm... i just kinda sang that, it was neat at the time, but looking back at like 2 seconds ago i see that you cant hear it. oh well ( Read more... )

lets see... my 18th birthday is coming really soon... aww jeeze. can you imagine... me a legal adult. i still feel like just a kid, mostly cause i am. im still so immature. im not ready to be an adult. oh well, everyone's gotta do it. some do it earlier than others ( Read more... )

don't you hate it when you hold out for something better, something specific. you turn down all of the great options in between, but you are holding out for the one thing you will probably never in your life have. how gay is that crap?

Blah i dont even knoww anymore... im going to bed