I hate feeling like this. I've been depressed all week, but I don't think I've been showing it because I really don't want to be. I don't even know why. School is school. I really like polo. Maybe it's the routine of things. I might go out Thursday night after practice to get over myself ( Read more... )

I can't wait until this week is over...and next week. Just because nothing is really happening. I had two migraines last week, both of which hit me right after water polo. So I had to walk back to Rubin visually impaired and feeling like someone was slamming my head into a wall. I finally went to a neurologist because I decided to do some research ( Read more... )

I got this in the mail today.
( this is a monkey )

So I'm back in the city. It's so nice to be back because hardly anyone is here. I love it. I miss some people but they'll be back soon enough. I really wish I could have stayed in NH longer but at least I got to go. It kind of refreshes me, mostly because of the awesome people that I stay with. Aside from skiing, I learned to drive a manual car. So ( Read more... )

I was in new Jersey for about 2 days; so crazy. But what's the point when hardly any of my friends are home and there's nothing to do. It was fun though. One of my friends from NH came to visit me in the city. It was pouring, but still a lot of fun. At one point we got caught in a mini monsoon and had to run under the awning of an apartment ( Read more... )

( Lindsay and I decided to run outside...in sandals-damn it's cold )

I'm back at NYU after my short stay in bwater from the 15th. It was a nice visit. I had a room, which I spent the rest of Wednesday night unpacking. Thursday I went to see my little cousin's Christmas Pageant. It was 3- and 4-yr-olds reenacting the nativity scene and singing. So cute. Then I went over to Hillside school to see my brother's chorus ( Read more... )

I feel like I'm not very honest at all in these entries. Not just with all of you guys, but with myself too. I don't really express things, like what is really bothering me. I suppose that's because livejournal is not the best place to pour out all of your emotions, but I don't do it anywhere else and I think it's really unhealthy. Basically I use ( Read more... )

Sorry, no coherent entry. too much work. I got an mp3 player tho! I ordered it on div's computer. haha. I love it. Christmas comes ( Read more... )

Thanksgiving break/weekend went by way too fast. I did go to NJ on Thursday morning though. I didn't have class on Wednesday but I decided to stay and work all day and then I finished most of my homework that night, including 5 straight hours of chem. I caught the train at around 10:30 and got to Somerville at around 11:30. I didn't have a bed at ( Read more... )