i want to be skinny and i want to be in love.

is anyone online? can anyone talk to me?
....i need to talk to someone about my boyfriend...

...i think he cheated on me...

so i was just watching some fall out boy music videos, and i got to their video for "Grand Theft Autumn / Where Is Your Boy" and at the end, the girl and the guy are in a car and like.. making out all hard core and stuff... it reminded me A LOT of the times that james and i would have sex in cars ( Read more... )

once again, i'm turning to my trusty "notepad" on my computer because livejournal is unavailable at the moment ( Read more... )

My court date is tomorrow.... I feel sick.... and I have a headache... I think I might throw up

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so another entry.. yay for writing!

ok so I just HAVE to write about the dream I had last night... RANDOM as hell...
But first, so I don't have to interrupt the telling of my dream, I'm going to explain who everyone is first...

James: my boyfriend
Kyle: our mutual friend
Pat: guy who I used to like.. I met online, and we became friends and met outside ( Read more... )

So, on more than one occation recently, I've found myself in a pretty random bad mood, not knowing what caused it.. I walk around sulking feeling like I need a good hug or cry or something... The first time i felt this way (recently) I was at work, and I walked in.. and boom. I didnt feel like helping anyone, I didnt feel like being there.. I ( Read more... )

I just redownloaded the old Phantom Planet cd I had (the one with 'california' on it) and I totally forgot how much I loved this cd.. its my new favorite again. :)

so, I'm almost getting to the point where I want to just.. tell Brian that I like him.. that I have feelings for him ( Read more... )

All i can think about.... is Brian....