I really did mean to spend this time studying. I really did mark a few spots in my book, and take half a page of notes. And then I did come on the computer to type out my notes instead of writing them; this is when I knew it was all down hill ( Read more... )

So first things first. Craig and I first banged on March 18th, and became ( Read more... )

I think I was somewhat depressed there for some time a while back (in March or so) ...I didn't really think of it until my manager was talking to me and mentioned "back when I was depressed and really down on myself..." So I started thinking about it.. and I guess I did hit somewhat of a rough patch ( Read more... )

My serious crush of two years finally broke up with his gf and wanted to hook up with me. We hooked up once and he said he didnt want to anymore. He's choosing no sex over sex with me. FML

in addition to that.. a few seconds ago i text him saying
we should have sex again.. just saying.. ok good night

....no answer. FML!

Before that last post... I had planned on doing this ( Read more... )

All along, I guess I wasn't planning very well, but at the same time.. was pretty much thinking that my "friends" were on top of it. My birthday, that is. If anyone asked me what I was doing for my birthday, I pretty much said James is taking me out in the morning for breakfast and lunch with alcohol thrown in there also. He would drop me off at ( Read more... )

I woke up hoping it was all a dream.
The tissues scattered around my bed told me that it wasn't.
He's really gone.

hell is having to watch the one you love spend some of the best days of his life with someone else..

I get to see photos of him with pure joy on his face and it kills me. I want to be a part of it. I want it to be me. How much longer until it can be me...

..it would never work between us, I like him too much.

If someone is saving themself till marriage... how far will they go until then generally?

and if someone is saving themself... would they marry someone who didn't save themself?

fuck... im so disapointed in myself for not writing in here for the longest time... :( and so mcuh stuff has happened.. good and bad.. and just eventful ( Read more... )