My cousin once told me that we go through seasons, spiritually, including winter.
I think it's true. I'm feeling a harvest coming on.

touched this in forever.
Sometimes life is funny---I haven't even thought about this in forever.
I'll be back, I miss Live Journal.

sometimes i think i want to live out of spontaniety and just unconventionally all together...then often i want this conventional lifestyle where i get married and have babies and sit around making good food and waiting for my husband to get home so maybe when the kids are asleep we crawl into bed and both pull out our hardback novels and read until ( Read more... )

Since visiting a few malls more frequently lately I've seen a bevy of strange things ( Read more... )

Handicaps ( Read more... )

oh and we're through. My advice for everyone... "Stop working, find refuge in the forest and travel and enlighten yourself on some kind of deeper level dood. I'm going to Mexico."

this relationship is consuming me.
i like it
but i hate it even more.

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I said "This year: I want to save the world.
I want to write my book. I want to adopt a few puppies. I want to wrap my arms around you and share with you the love i have inside.
I don't want to repeat last night.
But I want LOVE."

nothing happened.
Second try around maybe.
THIS YEAR: I want to paint, i want to to stop smoking at one point or ( Read more... )

it just makes you want to help people, to hold their hand or to just stand by them through everything. I want spiritual revival so i'm going to hold hands with you all maybe,.

or i'll just get scared..

if i could tell you anything.....it'd be that my friends are better than anything, they've loved me more, they've fought over stupid shit less and argued not half as much.
my family sucks and i just wish i could blow them off.