Let's turn this convo around ( Read more... )

the world is beautiful
only try to discover it
in India
you can spend a month
for 600 or 700 a month
blue houses
you go naked to India
you put brain there
everything is different in India
new world in India
Pushkar...
a little drum on the roof
you can see the city
2.25 in Pushkar

Yes, let's get this very real ( Read more... )

everyday is another nothing ( Read more... )

life is good ( Read more... )

You wanna get real ( Read more... )

there was a man ( Read more... )

I do not feel welcome here.  I cannot type any longer. I've reasoned out art.  I've reasoned out poetry.   I have to struggle to stay awake.  This is no good.  I don't known what I need, but I know what I want.  I would like an influence over my life.  I do not feel like this is a panic attack, nor an existential crisis.  This is more an exhausted ( Read more... )

I can only wager that I've made the right decisions at the proper times and not caused any person ill-will in situations where they did not deserve so.  And progressively, that I remain held to this belief in the future.

one of my greatest pleasures
is, when using a pencil,
there is a piece of barely marking graphite(lead hope)
that makes a distinct scratchy
whole pages
of lines going back and forth
waiting for that non-marking rarity

oh christ-shitting god