i'm getting so excited and nervous for the wedding that i can hardly sleep or eat

in three-and-a-half weeks, i will be a married woman...that's so crazy!

yeasayers
vampire weekend
beck
erykah badu
mason jennings
manu chao
heartless bastards
tegan & sara
stars
+ mates of state
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busy weekend

whoa...it's really real now. this is nuts!

i'm more than half-way finished with d.'s scarf, and i just ordered new yarn for my ACL festival messenger-style backpack that i am so psyched to make...i called the company and the girl kinda helped me decide what colors to order, so i hope i end up liking them. if not, it's my own damn fault for asking her to choose for me, but i think it will ( Read more... )

i'm slowly getting it through my head that i need to just chill out. i put so much pressure on things to be what i think i want them to be, that i can't even see when they turn out to be what i don't want. if i decide i want something, i feel like i can't ever change my mind about it, so i end up staying the course long after i've passed the ( Read more... )

I'm not the same; things don't feel the way that they used to.

Today's lesson is ( Read more... )

Eeek! So, feeling a lot better today than I was in my last post. I'm bouncing all over the place, not sure where to focus my energy or place my hopes...every day I'm trying to make a different thing happen and it's just not coming together. It was really great to see Jule today and talk to her about this stuff, because she's in the same place ( Read more... )

Oh my gosh, I feel like crap...why does everything have to be this hard??? I'm going to look at a townhouse tomorrow - hopefully it will be great. I'm also applying for a new job tomorrow..I don't even know what the business name is, but maybe it'll be cool. They seem to pay a lot, so that's nice. Ugh...I am stuck in a bad place right now and ( Read more... )