A: what goes up and down up and down.

Q: hmm. What is bipolar?

I can't take this shit anymore. My moods are so unpredictable, even for me.
It's so weird to not even know when your own mood is coming. And what sucks even more is hurting people in the process that you would never even imagine hurting before. It's like when you are drunk and black out, ( Read more... )

Everything is back on track, and Jessica is happyyy!!! (: I love this feeling.

So, I finally found out what happened that night. Obviously I would have found out sooner or later. I know I wanted to know, but I wish I wouldn't have asked because I keep getting a mental vision in my head and it is really gross. God you are a stupid cunt. I just don't understand how you LIKE to embarrass or manipulate people with your lies. You ( Read more... )

Wow--I have been doing pretty well. Mostly just work and play. I start school pretty soon, I take the placement test at Wake-Tech on Thursday! I am pretty excited about getting back into school, and it not being bullshit Sanderson. I have been really focused on myself lately, not worrying about others like I used to. Don't get me wrong, it's not ( Read more... )

Things are so much easier now that he is in a different state. Even if I am tempted to go over to his house, I can't, he's not home. I've been working on myself during these couple of days, and it feels good. I know that I could be without him. I am just scared these five or so days are not going to be long enough for me to get over him completely ( Read more... )

Everything is so odd right now, I don't even know how to explain it. Just everything thats been going on is out of the ordinary. It's making my head spin in a million different directions.

i wish i could explain how pathetic i think you truly are.

i hate seeing my friends down or sad. i wish i could solve their problems, but i can't even solve my own. i would like to see JUST ONCE everyone get along and be extremely, extremely happy. why is that so hard to ask for?

I know that this is for the better. So why is he still eating my thoughts? I need to do this for ME. I really need to work on getting all of my shit together, and bettering myself. Everything happens for a reason, and it will make me stronger. It's just the whole part about getting over him first.