okay, so maybe you are strong.
maybe i am just jealous of it.
i don't really know how i feel anymore.
but i DO wish you luck with changing yourself.
maybe in the end something will work out.

 what does it feel like hiding behind your own face all of the time? i don't know if one word you have ever said has been true. i have probably heard fake stories, fake pasts, fake facts. i know it shouldn't bother me, but it annoys me that everyone, including yourself thinks you're a strong person.  you would break down in a heartbeat. and that ( Read more... )

so, i am pretty much happy with everything going on right now. for the past few weeks i have been hanging out with cody and emma and i have never been happier.  emma makes me laugh so hard, she is the excitement and life of everything and cody can make me smile with anything he says and he gives me chills with every touch..  i am spending all my ( Read more... )

The World
The World represents the completion of a cycle and the attainment of inner peace and contentment. It is time to celebrate all that you have accomplished and bask in your successes. You have achieved a heightened sense of self awareness and a new appreciation for your surroundings. While this card doesn't rule out discomfort in your life, ( Read more... )

loneliness is a state of mind.


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i`m doing fine!!!!!!!
fine.
fine.
fine.

mhm, you knew you were wrong to threaten me. 

YOU DISGUST ME, GIRL.

it's winter, and it's cold, and the world is asleep. 

everything has been such a jumble lately. everything is so mixed together and confusing and not processing through my head right.  i don't think that anything is processing through anyones head. what happened to a winter fucking wonderland? winter has been hell for the past two years, and each year it seems worse and worse. i can't just keep ( Read more... )