Ok so to catch up my g/f broke up with me and than a whole bunch of other stuff then i cryed then i wanna sleep then my cuz has a baby then i cry again then i need more sleep then i cry more b/c life sucks and everything it just crapy

Why Do i always have to be pressured into everything?
I cant do anything myself! I always need to be told!
I WANT things to go the way i want them and not how others
want them to go! I feel like i cant go my speed and i have to
go by what they want only! Im not doing that!
FUCK!!!!!!!!

THESE last few days have just sucked tottaly! I cant even trust my friends anymore and i really dont care about anything! I have a few feelings but not alot! everyone has just been ass holes and they just suck and i cant do anything about it! there is 1 person who really sucks and i really dont care! they were a great friend but now i can never see ( Read more... )

I get surgery fri. everyone at 7:30 am!!! Im scurd!!! :(

i got my car yesterday!!! Its a 94 ford escort LX! its pretty sweet!I was very excited! the kool thing is that i already paid it off so no more bills YAY!

( My puppy )

Hey, Ya today sucked butt! I had nothing to do today! This morning i was bored then i went with Britt to get some quiznos! and i had to work! WTF!!!! Then i had to work at hallmark witch was ok b/c i got to work w/ D and marissa! Then pedro is mad at me about the STUPIDEST things!!!! o it pisses me OFF!!!!!!!! ya but it was a pretty crappy day!

( MY CAT! )

(  After mom painting for 12 hrs- Look she's brushing her teeth )

today was the best first i had to work at quiznos and hallmark then D came and got me from hallmark and we went to dinner at Applebees and i got a $5 off coupon!!!!! then we went to cold stone to get ice cream! fun yumm the we went to the mall and got creeped out! crazy! then my house then out drivin it was awesome! I LOVE U D