Happiness. It is an elusive concept, but once obtained is immediately threatened by those without. Tranquility, Calm, Contentment. What drives people to relentlessly seek to obliterate it? In a word, Envy. The truly joyous do not attempt to interfere with the serenety of others(barring of course the unveiling of false happiness). What does this ( Read more... )

Hello all. Sorry to keep you hanging in suspense waiting for my next post. Hehe. Time seems so trivial a thing... but there is never enough. The days are simply too short to do what we wish. Fragmented. Separated. Work... Sleep... never enough to spend with those we love ( Read more... )

Everyone seems so angry lately. I myself am no exeption, but... this is ridiculous. Now that I have calmed down I can see how foolish I was being. We all are. Brandon, you had a good idea asking everyone to point out a good quality in everyone else. I'm going to play on that, but instead, point out a flaw in yourselves. Maybe it can calm some of ( Read more... )

This has been a good day thus far. Nothing special, but nothing bad. Prototype Lorica Segmentata Beta Version almost complete. Everything back on track. And thus the cycle continues. Reality seems to have an elastic nature. It can bend, strech, and reshape, but tends to seek a return to it's accustomed form. Perhaps attempts at change are what ( Read more... )

It seems that I am the only person without a bit of poetry on their page. And we all know that you cannot be cool online without some poetry, so have at thee ( Read more... )

Too much time to think. I just came to a realization last night. Balance strikes yet again. While I am good at nearly everything that I do, I am horrible at everything I try to be. I try to be the good friend, yet I never find myself in their company. I try to be the hero, but the ones I try to save are still destroyed. I want to be the perfect ( Read more... )

A subject I often find myself pondering is that of madness. What defines insanity? A simple differing of mentality than that of the bulk of humanity? That sounds far too broad. Madness is seeing a radically different world than that which is accepted as real. I believe it to manifest in twin form. The first and most apparent would be the classic ( Read more... )

Ah, drama drama drama. Why is it that people do these things? Perhaps from some desire to feel as though they have accomplished something? Surely nothing so simple. Little dealing with people ever is. A tangled web of multiple drives, some of which seem to parallel and interact, some simply lone bandits prowling the darkened highways of the ( Read more... )

Well, it seems that i have given into the temptation to try my hand at having a journal. Not sure on the point of it all, though. it seems to me that I'm just using this as an excuse to talk to myself and not sound like a complete loon.... Yea... I'm blaming that one on the manic phase ( Read more... )