hey all. its been a while. ive been chilling...or at least trying. things have been pretty crazy up here, but then again so am i. im pretty bored so ima just writing some dumb shit. blah blah balh ablah balah oh fuck......i screwed up. meh ne way..........im prettyy tired so ima goning to go.

the other day i got into a huge fight with me ex( she a slut ne way), because she was harrasing k-chan! NOW THAT IS HER #1 MISTAKE! her #2........she left me for some other guy AND A GIRL!!!!!!!! WTF!!!!!!!!!! hey i know that k-chan wants to kick her in the head, but she dont have to........ I COULD THOUGH! or i could get someone else to do it. ( Read more... )

omg.....i cant belibe that its been so long since i last worte in this piece of crap thing..........meh. oh well.......here's the update. a whole lot of shit has happend in the last month since i write in here. i ended up in another relationship that went down the shit hole(they always seem to do that....hmmmm....) and had decided to leave things ( Read more... )

hey yall! im going to an auto show 2night with a friend of mine. it should be fun. i've never done ne thing like this b 4. i'll b leaving soon so i dont have much time left. jess, if u read this tonight, i'll problbly b home by 11:15 tonight. i'm bloody tired though. well i'll write soon.

well people this will be my last entry for a while. tomorrow i go in for some more surgury. hopfuly my last for this blasted cyst that keeps coming back! the scary thing about it this time is that i had a dream about it. *i was in canada or something am not sure, but i was with some people in a big city part of what was supposed to be canada. the ( Read more... )

hey guys, it's been a few days since i wrote. so heres the update: ok i quit my job yesterday so tomorrow i'll b looking for a new 1. my boss was an a$$ but u get a few of those right? OH, also i graduated on friday...... IM A FREE MAN WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!;P ok but not for long im going to MC ( mongomery college) in ( Read more... )

hey here is something that u can see if u r ever angery r pissed off about something: Lord, grant me the serenity to change the things that i can, the things i cannot change, and the wisdom to hide the bodys of those who i had to kill today because they pissed me off. Also help me watch for the toes that i trapple over today for they may be ( Read more... )

the last few days have been very stressful. tuesday i was so stressed that i bitched at almost everyone, even some of my close friends. i didnt mean to, it just wasnt my day. but something good did come out of that horrible tuesday; one of my teachers lent me his acoustic guitar to play with. i've been playing nonstop since for it has been my only ( Read more... )

im finaly nearing the end of my school year! my prom is on the 5th of june and i got a 2 piece tux for the prom;P.....but i got no prom date:( its ok i'll go stag. i really miss hearing from u jess. if u have been busy latly its understandable. i have been too. ne way, liofe has gottin just a little bit easyer on me.........not as much as i would ( Read more... )

hey it's been a while since i've updated. alot of crap has happened to me in the last week. jess and i have put things on hold for the time being. it really hasnt jelp my; i mean im doing ok about it, put the other stress that im having doesnt make things in my life ne easer. i dont even like home right now, i feel that even home has become my hell ( Read more... )