Hi folks. Life as of yesterday was pretty decent. Then yesterday happened. A lot happened yesterday, but in short, although I am not in trouble, the one I love is in trouble on my part. Dealing with Becca's parents has got to be the greatest struggle I have ever gone through, more difficult than leaving home for college, more stressful than ( Read more... )

hi folks. Its me again. Really, a lot of repitition has happened in my life recently. I had all of my classes tests within a week of each other and I have one mroe next week. Needless to say, this has left me exhausted. I am burned out with studying all of the time and waht I want most right now is to be able to sleep at night and I can't even ( Read more... )

I think today has been a train wreck forme simply because I feel overwhelmed enough to cry about it. I am tryingto do too many things in too short a time period for my sanity to hold. Yes, I have a friend who claims to keep my brain in a drawer in thier dressor, but the peice I have left to live on apparently has the drive motive and the sanity ( Read more... )

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crash and crush ( Read more... )

I know it's been a while since I updated, and not too much has happened. What I really want to say is that I miss Rebecca. Every workday I sit down for lunch and listen to all the music she has given me so far, be in Les Miserables or Andrea bocceli (spelling?) singing in some language that I can't even spell. I am reminded at least once a day ( Read more... )

[x] I'm afraid of silence ( Read more... )

Fill it out about me (for your friends ( Read more... )

I am going to thoroughly enjoy church this summer. Everyone was so glad to see me this morning, it was incredible. The Good Lord moved my heart and I took everything as it came humbly with much humility. I am surprised even with myself that I didn't say anything in return. Margeret, the organ master, my piano teacher, was/is very willing to let ( Read more... )

Okay folks: here's something for you ( Read more... )