I just wanted to add to the last blog...and to the chronicle of my shitiness this little bit of joy-

Bending your frame and various other things under the hood, none of which will be cheap to replace:
more money than I have...or will have in the next 11 months. Awesome.

So it's been almost a week now since John Lee and I moved into our new place. I really like it here but I still don't think that's it's really sank in yet that we're out on our own completely. If anything, it's kind of a let down. Everyone gets so excited about being out on your own, it's not that grand. I like being with just John Lee though...as ( Read more... )

Got an apartment!! Yay! It's very exciting-We move in next Monday (the 15th). It's in Castlewood, that's in West Ashley. But we need help moving, so if anyone has nothing better to do and is feeling nice, feel free to let either me or John Lee know if you want to help us move stuff. (It'll actually be just me most of the time, since John Lee has to ( Read more... )

I hate being second...behind something that's not even real.

ok with my past...it feels good to say that. I like that no one can make feel ashamed for...my unmistakes. I finally feel free. I'm very happy about this.

so John Lee and I are puppy sitting his sister's 3-month old chihuahua puppy. I have to say I'm in love with it. It's such a bundle of energy, it makes me remember what Shadow was like when she was a puppy only on a much MUCH smaller scale. :) Cambry's even learning to deal with him so there's not much commotion which is even better. John Lee and I ( Read more... )

My IQ is measured at 125...yyeessssss.

chaos ( Read more... )

man it's been awhile. now that i'm finally done with my paper and i don't have classes today i don't know what to do with myself. man, this storm sucks...alot. i can't stand being stuck inside. there's only so much to watch on tv. last night was john lee's birffday. 20 years old now, he looks creepy dating a teenager. hahaha. anyways, last weekend ( Read more... )

i think it's interesting how one person can go through (and I'm not kidding) $13,000 in 1 year. with the most expensive purchase being the 2,500 car. this can't be a good sign. i feel useless lately- i sleep during the day and then wake to drink and trade pills with my siblings at night...some would say that this is a destructive path to take, ( Read more... )