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I feel nothing. Tho I want more of it.
I'm empty, I'm weightless,
I'm not here, but i want to be some where else.
I'm nothing, I'm lost.
and I want more of this feeling.
I don't want to be found,
I'm comfortable, I'm dead.
I'm blank, I'm hollow.
I am not afraid. It's peaceful.
I feel nothing.
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It's not drugs.. i just feel this way today.

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this was fun. and true. thanks lindsay.
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In 6 days, I have made well over $1200. 
Talk your shit now. CUNTS.

i met someone that i want to take serious. it's the first time in years ( Read more... )

i take it back.
:)
breathing is easy when you love someone.

i now want a boyfriend.
i now see matt will never belong to me.
i now think ALL of the guys i date are not for me.
i now hurt.

i just found out that one of the guys im dating is 33.
i would have NEVER guess. the oldest i thought was 25-27.
there was no way i would have thought older.
i really dont know if it bugs me or not...
and is it wrong that i now expect more out of him??

I'm having a hard time dealing with the fact your gone.