i really am in love.

saying goodbye to a lover is hard enough.
saying goodbye to my love is even worse.
i feel like shit.

im at a small state of panic.

besides maybe 5 people. i think everyone is full of shit.

why do i even bother?
im in love with someone amazing.
i want him to get me a reason to be faithful...
because i would. and i want to.
these guys dont even come close.

today was wonderful. i love those guys way to much.

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its a long ride.
looks like this will be the last time i see you again.
and ill never forget..
now we carry on and on.
at least for a while.....
ill see you on those long roads.

my apartment looks lovely. shawn, frankie, and jameso are so awesome for helping us out so much. we could not have done it without them.
matthew sikora is my favorite person ever. no doubt. <3

i officaly move in to our apartment tomorrow.
ryan is going to stay over YAYY!!
imma drive out to see wes next weekend before i go crazy.
no internet unless i come home. (until we get set)

i really miss jordAn.

(zach im having a house warming on saturday. please come!!!)
<3