Absolutely nothing has been happening here. I kind of like it like that though. It is better than something horrible going on. My main focus has been work (saving up money to get out of here) and going to the gym which surprisingly has taken up a lot more focus than I thought. It really is a lot of work to think about every little thing that goes ( Read more... )

Well thank God the holiday season is almost over. I am not a scrooge. I participate and all of that but I just dont like the holdidays at all. I dont think there is anything wrong with that either.Its not for everyone. So I hope everyone had a great holiday and all of that. I am saving myself for New Years because I am going to get drunk lol I have ( Read more... )

I HAD to write today. Last night Jamie, Annie, Danielle and I ventured up to the Bell Centre in Montreal to See Gwen Stefani in concert. Holy Fuck what an amazing show! She sounded amazing, the costumes were incredible and the dancing was out of this world. The guys were hot and they could do things with their bodies I had no idea were possible. I ( Read more... )

It is 9:35 in the AM. I have been up since 6:30. I know, crazy lol But I am trying this new thing where I actually get up at that time instead of going to bed at that time. We will see how it goes. I am only on day two and I am tired. lol I start a new job today at a restaurant downtown. Hopefully it goes well. I am a little nervous, but I am sure ( Read more... )

Yeah it has been awhile since I have written in this thing. I sometimes forget I even have this. Well the anxiety is slowly going away. I realize now that I have done the right thing. It really sucks at first, but it is the right thing in the end. Even though they might not agree with me right now, they will in the future. The time has finally come ( Read more... )

So things havent really been bad. I have been doing nothing with myself. I went to NYC a couple days ago because my cousin had never seen a Broadway show before, so of course I took her to see Wicked. My most favorite show. Even though it was my third time seeing it, I was way more excited than she ways. It was kind of lame in a way. All I could do ( Read more... )

So it really feels like every time that I am on here, it is some kind of pity party. Well, I try not to make it that. I just feel that all of my friends are really too busy to listen to me and this is one of the only ways to vent. I tried venting last night to a friend, and I was rudely interrupted, had the subject changed and they started talking ( Read more... )

So really, I dont know why I am writing right now. I dont think I have anything to say. The last week or two seems like a blur. I dont really know what is going on right now. I feel like I have all these things to accomplish like RIGHT NOW. The pressure is building on me as we speak. Grrr. I dont want this to be a pitty entry, far from that. I just ( Read more... )

So what is going on with me right now? I have no fuckin idea. I am unemployed in 8 days, and I have no plan on what to do with my life. No direction what do so ever. I dont know whether to think that is cool or what the hell are you thinking Corey. So yeah, that is basically my life right now. I guess the back up plan is that I am moving to Lake ( Read more... )

Let the countdown begin. I have 28 days left until i move. Exactly 4 weeks. I am pissing everywhere right now, you really should be here. Golden showers everywhere. I hate to keep talking about it but God I cannot wait to get the fuck out of here. Some people have expressed that they think I cannot make it on my own and that they think that I will ( Read more... )