Coming back to Amherst was definitely a mistake. The only reason I came back was because I wanted to change/double major in Communications, and over the summer I started to become iffy on the whole thing. Now that I'm at school, I have no desire to go into Communications, and dropped the one online course I was taking for it. I feel the Psychology ( Read more... )

I haven't been on my livejournal since the last time I updated, and I feel like a completely different person now that I'm reading all my rants. I figured I'd post something since I actually signed on... so, cool ( Read more... )

I'm transferring back to UMass Lowell. Yes, I know... I made a gigantic stink about not getting into Amherst and blahblahblah, but seriously, I never gave Lowell a chance because of that.

I really don't like it here, and that sucks.

I need to make friends when I go to Amherst. That is going to be my one and only goal. If I don't... I'm moving to California and completely starting my life over because you know what? This is rediculous.

This is why we can't have nice things.

I know my happiness and excitement about getting into Amherst should trump all the negative feelings I may have... but it doesn't. I'm doing horrible this semester, and I am beyond terrified that once Amherst gets my grades from this semester they're going to say "Oops! We made a mistake- back to Lowell for you". Just completely terrified, ( Read more... )

I'm starting to think friendship is a waste of time.

It's the small things. I feel like I don't have anyone to talk to about problems. Sure, I could find someone to talk to... but do they really listen? I know I complain about every little fucking thing that goes wrong in my life, but for god's sake... will someone at least PRETEND to care? I ( Read more... )

I have to write a 5 page paper on vampires. I've got the whole outline done, and pretty much know what I'm gonna write about... but I keep putting it off. And now I'm updating my lj that no one reads... awesome.

So, yup. Got accepted to Amherst for the spring semester. SO PUMPED. What makes it even better is that everyone I have told has acted just ( Read more... )

I GOT INTO UMASS AMHERST FOR THE SPRING SEMESTER AND I AM SO INCREDIBLY HAPPYYYY... OH MY GOD, AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

Haven't updated in a while, mainly because lj was just pissing me off. But I just read my previous entries and I thought I would write a new one ( Read more... )