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i cant believe i made it this far
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Writer's Block: It's Too Late to Apologize
my sophmore year i had a terrible....i mean terrible break up. which led to me losing a LOT of my friends. including my ex best friend who started dating my ex....long miserable story. if any of them apologized now they would have to make it worth my while. i went through so much from that. a lot of which i didnt deserve. -
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for one day out of the past few depressing days, weeks...months. i am more than half way content. downloading lots of music, singing along and just being grateful for what i have. i am 9 and a half days closer to being outside of that wretched school. 9 and a half days closer to relaxation, to my goals, my happiness. my favorite movie came on today ( Read more... ) -
tender love
i'm tired but want to stay up, i'm happy but i'm sad, i'm lonely but accompanied.
he said one day we'd marry...idk if i can do deployment for the rest of his capable life.
im going to steal him away and force him to make my babies.
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i really miss him.
i miss his laugh, his corny little snorts. his geekyness. how he gets really excited over a tom clancy game or an article about a gadget. how he yells at me when i doubt myself. how he blows me kisses and calls me beautiful. how we spend hours on the phone debating about who loves each other more. it's hard to be inlove with a guy who is across the ( Read more... ) -
overwhelmed.
i am overwhelmed with fear.
i am overwhelmed with sorrow.
i am overwhelmed with pain.
i am overwhelmed with anguish.
i am overwhelmed with uncertainty.
i am overwhelmed with insecurities.
i am overwhelmed. -
Writer's Block: Back in Time
the 60s! i would love to be around when the skinhead movement first started, and when 1st wave ska was at it's peak. it would have been really nice to enjoy it all. -
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"chill babeh. you take everything so personally and you blow things out of proportion. and it overrides all your good qualities, it's the reason you lost a lot of your new friends ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block: Dream Job
i am not completely sure about what i want to do with my life. i am into a billion things and i'm not sure i could succeed in any of them. so i guess, insecurity and uncertainty is what is holding me back from my dream job.