Well, it's Halloween today and it seems like Halloween of last year is so far away. This in all fairness, is my favourite of all of the holidays, well the meaning behind it at least. One of my utmost favourite movies since I was very small was the Halloween Tree. When I was little I used to go crazy when it came to dressing up and running arond ( Read more... )

A certain event that occured today made me really realize how different guys' minds work from a girl's. I had just gotten a favorite sweatshirt of mine(that isn't baggy, but fits) back from a friend today who'd had it for a few months after a camping trip. Well, a few minutes after I got it back one of my female friends asked if she could wear it ( Read more... )

I feel like I don't even know you anymore. Your smile seems dark and yet faded to me. Your eyes don't sparkle with splendor anymore. Your hair has lost it's shiny lustre and your body has lost it's comforting form. I feel like I don't know you anymore or perhaps even what you've become. Maybe this is the way "us" is supposed to be. With you ( Read more... )

Last night was mostly a lot of fun for me and hopefully for Charlotte and Andy as well. We stayed up until past 3 in the morning giggling and watching Peter Pan. Watched Antitrust today alone. But I guess that that's not really what's on my mind. I've been thinking a lot about what I really need in my life when it comes to friendships, ( Read more... )

Do you ever feel like you have to hate someone just to have the capability of loving them? Today something like that occurred to me. It seems quite odd to have a relationship with someone such as that, but it appears to be more common for myself lately than the usual few. With these people, it is difficult to distinguish their truths from their ( Read more... )

I guess that I just don't know what to say, to make you understand the way, it seems like you don't really care at all. Why can't you just talk to me first, it'd make things so much easier if you'd just let me know, what's really going on for you. Inside your mind, who knows what lurks, signalling the lost, and making everything worse. God, I ( Read more... )

Spent yesterday and part of today hanging out with my brother at his dorm room. Met most of his friends there, had a good time. Played a lot of videogames, especially one called "SoulCalliberII", which I kicked ass at. Pretty sweet. Now I'm home, and I'm bored beyond belief. I was hoping to hang out with a certain person today, but they're ( Read more... )

I miss her.

"That was the fourth Great Revelation in my life. There is no Happily Ever After. Even things that are meant to be are sometimes impossible. It didn't matter that I knew where I was supposed to be in my life, I couldn't get there. Just because I'd found my soul mate didn't mean I could have her."
- Becoming Bobbie

Today has proved incredibly unsuccessful to me. I must honestly say that I've almost given up on mankind on many an occasion, but tonight I think was one of the final times I'll say that. I wish that when I met someone I liked who I believe likes me back would just tell me what's going on before I dive straight into attachment to them. I wish ( Read more... )

Today has proven to be probably my most boring one yet all summer. I learned how to play some Jamiroquai songs on the piano though which is pretty hardcore, and in the process of "Virtual Insanity" I figured out the beginning of "Take Five" by Dave Brubeck. Lovely coincedence. For some reason I've started to really like this song again, couldn't ( Read more... )