I recently discovered that my live journal is one of my mom's favortie choices of reading material and because of that, my entries form now on will only be able to be seen by my friends on livejournal.com.... sorry for in the convienience.

~Alex

First full week of no school:

Monday the 13th: Didn't do much, ended up going to Jordan Yent's house for a small house party. We were there for about 30 minutes when Mandi showed up and said she gave Andy a ride to his house on the way there (he lives like a block from Jordan's), so i walked to Andy's house and told him to come kick it. We went to ( Read more... )

High school was awesome... one huge great memory. It's tons of nights I'll never remember with the friends I'll never forget. I can't wait til i get my lap-top, my car, and my apartment... life will be fucking AMAZING once i get all that!!!

So Saturday was graduation and it totally rocked, i can't believe its actually over! Anyway, the best thing EVER happened today... I lost the key to the mail box so i was searching my house frantically... and i looked underneath this white cabinet we keep our movies in... the key wasnt there, but this braclette i lost SO long ago was. And the ( Read more... )

"As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, come whatever
We will still be, friends forever"

It's been an amazing four years here in hillsboro and now its over. We all keep saying we're nearing the end, when in reality we're nearing the beginning. It sure seems like the end tho, it's the end of life as we know it. ( Read more... )

Do you ever get to that point in your life where you think it couldn't possibly get any worse... and then it does? Im there. As of right now, i am officially the saddest and most depressed I have ever been or thought i would ever be. There's nothing i want more then to sleep away then next 2 years of my life because for some odd reason I know they ( Read more... )

I wanna run away
Never say goodbye
I wanna know the truth
Instead of wondering why
I wanna know the answers
No more lies
I wanna shut the door
And open up my mind
Paper bags and angry voices
Under a sky of dust
Another wave of tension
Has more than filled me up
All my talk of taking action
These words were never true

I’m gonna run away, and never say goodbye
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It's amazing how everything changes before your eyes and you dont even see it. Just these last four years have changed me into a completely different person. There's other stuff too tho. Like Andy for instince: During junior high and early high school I admired him from far away thinking he was so cool and hot, then he started going out with ( Read more... )

Prom couldn't have been better! Everything went completely smooth. My hair dresser did my hair PERFECT... i got all my jewelery to match abolutely perfectly... Andy looked amazing... my mom was really helpful... we gt some amazing pictures... the limo was the coolest thing EVER (Stretch Excursion baby!)... Andy was being a total gentleman all night ( Read more... )

Today has been way too stressful. When i got home mom was supposed ot be ready to walk out the door when i got out of school to get my nails done, and of course she wasn't even dressed. Then she locked her car keys in her bedroom so she couldnt even take me! So our nail lady had to come pick me up and do them for me. Then while we were waiting for ( Read more... )