Havent written in this thing for the longest time...apologies ( Read more... )

Never thought in a million years Id be as stressed out as I have been this whole week!!! Everything from softball schedules to homework to other outside homework to regular work to even me not getting the kitty i was supposed to get :-( All Ive wanted to do lately is lay down and cry..but instead i started crying to my dad and for once, he ( Read more... )

Well this weekend was the shit ( Read more... )

Today was amazing!! SNHU is just what I hoped it would be...orientation = friends!! Im so happy that Im having a good time ALREADY! Ok so being a commuter isnt that bad, but come on, i wanna have some fun with ppl there, ill b able to stay overnight there a lot but its not the same...but me and elicia are gonna be party buddies!! Yay ( Read more... )

School is starting soon!! Not til wednesday but still feels really close! My new bat came in finally! bombbbbb! Got my books today, so manyyyy.Cant wait til tomorow maybe Ill see the coach at orientation, psyched for that...Today seems to be my last day of work but im not really sure yet...i might work tuesday or something ( Read more... )

I guess the things you try not to talk about the most always have a way of coming out into the open. Even if they ruin things, it happened for a reason I guess. I was fine with everything, I dont know why this had to happen...WE might be ok but theres still that little feeling inside me of that Im scared of talking about things now. Whatever ( Read more... )

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Im scared and Im running, and Im running out of time...And all this time always thought we were invincible. Time, its gone so fast, and all it took was one night back to crash it all into the ground. Now two gone deep in a predictable last scene. I never thought itd be you and me, so what do we do? I tell you Im afraid just like you...But by the ( Read more... )

Tonight I realized just how much I am going to miss YOU...I didnt think Id get that sad but Im sorry if I did-I just love the time we've had together and its upsetting to think that we cant hangout whenever we want to anymore...it actually really SUX ( Read more... )

Yesterday played softball with jill, shawna, and nat and had the best day ever!!! I am so happy to have played yesterday u have no idea!....grounders, popups,soft-toss, and infield....makes me soooo happy-except one little mishap-my bat is dead and i need to buy a new one....so that was what tonight was for, but i guess i got ditched or something ( Read more... )