My neighbor died yesterday. He's my friend's stepdad. Supposedly he drowned in his pool. It feels weird, you know, since I was talking to him just the day before ( Read more... )

I love my new icon. Tim Gunn is the shiznit. I'm also loving this season of Project Runway and I'm totally rooting for Kayne.

I've come to realize that I am in no way a closed book or a secretive person.
Of course, I've always known this, it just came into focus in contrast with my family's recent spike is secrecy.
But there are a lot of things I don't have in common with my family.

Dirty Thespo (12:20:28 PM): so what would you do this this guy offered to get naked for you ( Read more... )

Joe has a new girlfriend, says he loves her. I found this out through the grape vine, he's not talking to me. I'm to figure out why all of this bothers me so damned much ( Read more... )

So the whole "just friends" thing with John lasted about 15 minutes. It was kind of a movie moment, so we'll see where things go from here.

I don't think there's any right way to respond to a guy offering to get naked for you online.

Today was great. Got to hang out with some awesome people (aka, Ashely, Jason, Markow and Heather) and chill. Then I got to eat at RJ Gators (I love RJ Gators!) and hang some more with Jason and Ashley ( Read more... )

Sure, it's only been one day, but I've been having a really tough time. Maybe because I didn't give myself time to really get over Joe, so now I'm dealing with the emotions of two break ups at once ( Read more... )

I got the "let's just be friends" speech from John. He said he doesn't want to be like all the other guys that just want to be fuck buddies or use me, right now he just can't devote to a relationship.

Why is it right when I start to fall in love it all goes to hell?